Hey there, everyone! I wanna share a couple of things going on with me. :3

1) Unfortunately, about 4 months ago, I developed eye/ anxiety problems due to an electronic overload over the summer. (From August to now) What this means is due to me kinda damaging my eyes due to using my phone that one time in the dark, I can barely blink/shut my eyes naturally/sleep anymore. ;( I am LITERALLY always on & can't genuinely feel tired anymore! This is both a good & horrible thing! Good cuz I don't wake up all tired/oversleep/or even fall asleep on the bus or in school no more, bad because I have trouble falling asleep & I read that anxiety/ lack of blinking really fucks with your eyes & sense of focus & I think that's what's been happening to me physically & mentally... In a way, I fucking BROKE myself! My drawing metabolism is fucked, my eyes are fucked, my will to draw is severly compromised & I can barely feel anything anymore due my mind & body being in this somewhat permanent neutral state! 😭

As a result, I can BARELY do digital art or have that passion as much as I once did! I used to/could stay up till 3-5am still on my computer drawing like hell without missing a beat! Now, I can barely stay up till 1 or 2 am. ;( So, what I'm trying to say is, I think I developed digital anxiety due to my eyes not working or feeling like how they originally were & because of it, it GREATLY affected my ability/performance to draw digitally. Nowadays, it legit mentally HURTS me to draw on computer cuz I don't possess that drive/focus I once had to! & it sucks because I feel so bad knowing that I still can't finish most of drawings & now this bullshit developed out of nowhere & got my mind & eyes in a mental vicegrip. ;( Anxiety truly is a horrible, debilitating thing & this never happened to me until now (Probably because of the pandemic) So, from now on, If I can't post digital stuff, I will post just traditional paper sketches. I truly am sorry, everyone. ;(

January 2021: Next year, this month! I'm gonna post a lot of new shit!! XD I wanna dedicate this month to show y'all my other, original works like sculptures & art I made in school! :D Also, I want this to be"Tempting Blue" month where I show my Blue Trio some more love as I want to share the storyboards of the rough pilot of this show I'm working on! :D & lastly, I wanna open up more & engage with y'all with talks about philosophy, sex, games, life & whatever else I like. :3 I notice I'm pretty quiet, neutral & kinda stoic, but I want Y'all to know I'm always here & always wanna discuss stuff & have fun! :D

So, yeah. That's what's been going on with me. :3 Some few changes so I can lay low, take it easy & recuperate. I'm not giving up on digital drawing, oh hell no. Just... taking a break & seeing if I can draw something digital here & there. ;)

Thank you for understanding,

-Livixal 😎💜😛💜😳💜😁⚡⚡⚡